MST Chapter 14 : See Or Not See

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Ye Guang also knows that Liu Chiyan will not believe, just smiled and said, “I will give you a poem, which is also your favorite in your life. The name is 《See Or Not See》.”

Ye Guang did not wait for Liu Chiyan to answer, and looked at Liu Chiyan with deep affection and said: “It’s doesn’t matter if you see me or not, I am standing right there,With no emotion.”

  ”It’s doesn’t matter if you miss me or not, The feeling is right there, And it isn’t going anywhere.”

  ”It’s doesn’t matter if you love me or not, Love is right there,It is not going to change.” 

  ”It’s doesn’t matter if you are with me or not, My hand is in your hand,And I am not going to let go.” [X-N: original poem is here]

Ye Guang reads it piece by piece, looking at Liu Chiyan’s eyes with a deep love, and a trace of sadness and helplessness, although Ye Guang can be sure that Liu Chiyan is his Dream World wife, but in the end is two worlds, One is the ordinary wife who accompanied him in the storm, and the other is Heavenly Queen who are popular in China Entertainment.

Liu Chiyan’s hands were disturbed under the dining table, her breathing was a little short, and the chest was ups and downs.

Ye Guang sounds deeper and more emotional.

 ”Let me embrace you,”


  “Let me live in your heart,”

  ”To eternity.”

  “Let’s love silently.”

This poem is Tan Xiaojing (扎西拉姆·多多) work 《See Or Not See》. There is no gorgeous word in the poem. There is only a simple and unrelenting emotion. Only the way in which the world changes his love is always there. Like the stars in the sky, even if they have gone through the vicissitudes of life, have never changed.

This poem is Ye Guang favorite poem in Dream World. There is no such thing in this world. Ye Guang is reading at this time. One is to show that he is unwavering in his love for Liu Chiyan. Second, this poem also reveals the desire and helplessness of love, which is in line with his current state of mind.

After all, Dream World’s wife and Liu Chiyan are not exactly the same person. She is now a Heavenly Queen. He is just a stranger to her.

After Liu Chiyan heard Ye Guang ’s complete poem. She stood up for a moment and her chest was fluctuating. She looked at Ye Guang deeply, then grabbed her bag and put on a mask. Escape, also seems to leave the restaurant.

Her heart is a little messy.

Ye Guang didn’t chase, smiled a bit, just as the waiter came in. It was a young big boy. Ye Guang was a little depressed. After finishing the account, he asked the waiter: “Is there a cigarette?”

The waiter stunned and took out a half pack cigarettes from his pocket, handed it to Ye Guang, and lighted a cigarette at Ye Guang.

“Thank you!” Ye Guang said thank you, then took a deep breath and let the smoke circle in the lungs and spit it out.

Ye Guang will smoke, but generally does not smoke, Dream World wife does not like him to smoke, so he will not smoke.

He’s in a mess now, also some upset, but he did not know what to do, he would like to borrow something to numb himself, he first thought of is wine, but I still have to do live broadcasts at night, if drink can spoil, so I asked the waiter for a cigarette, actually also can not play any role, it should give yourself a psychological comfort.

Ye Guang back to radio station when it was almost eight o’clock, the big guys didn’t say anything, At first, there was nothing he had to do. Second, Ye Guang had Li Delong as the backstage, and the radio host usually worked relatively often on the stage is relatively relaxed point. Although working hours are fixed, except for some necessary work and broadcasts, other people will not care what you do.

Ye Guang still has some restlessness, sitting in the seat, the computer opened Host assessment training materials, but he would not have any thoughts on it. I opened Baidu and knocked down the word Liu Chiyan in the search bar.

Baidu has a lot of news about Liu Chiyan. Ye Guang knew her before, but she didn’t take the initiative to understand it.

Liu Chiyan, Han nationality, female, 27 years old, three-time sacrifice artist in film and television, 16-year-old performer, 17-year-old debut known as Bingqing Yujie, 25 years old was sealed as Heavenly Queen, last year with old club Century Media due to contract problems, the exposure rate has decreased in recent years, the popularity has fallen sharply.

Ye Guang searched Liu Chiyan’s information online, and the more I saw it, the more I was surprised, the personal manager of Liu Chiyan was so bad that I could read the book.

Old Wang came over and glanced at the Ye Guang computer, laughing and saying: “Hey, you also like Heavenly Queen Liu.”

Ye Guang smiled and said in a tone that couldn’t tell the taste. “Well, I like it.”

Liu Chiyan is driving the car on the road and dialing a number on phone. “Help me set a ticket back to Beijing this evening…”

At night, at 11:30, the live broadcast begins.

Ye Guang is still following the story of Ghost Blows Out The Light. Later, Ye Guang still has some restlessness during the live broadcast. In fact, many places are a bit embarrassing and wrong, but after all, Ghost Blows Out The Light has not appeared in this world. No one can find it.

It ended in an hour and a half. There was nothing surprising about the live broadcast this evening. It was only during the interactive part of the phone that the audience’s incoming power increased a lot. Ye Guang connected a dozen calls, mostly praised Ghost Blows Out The Light is good, the show is doing well. Of course, this is also the state that the entire program group would like to see.

In the early morning, Liu Chiyan returned to Beijing’s home.

Liu Chiyan called Mother Liu before boarding the plane. Mother Liu never slept and left Liu Chiyan with a door open.

“How come back so late?” Mother Liu took Liu Chiyan’s bag. “Hungry, my mother will cook you a noodle.”

Liu Chiyan shook her head: “No, Mom, I am not hungry and eat enough at night.”

Mother Liu didn’t insist, and poured a white water for the daughter. “How come a little baggage, come back for a few days?”

“Tomorrow leave.”

“So fast?” Mother Liu looked at Liu Chiyan in confusion.

“Yes. I just came back to see you. ”

Mother Liu nodded suspiciously and asked: “Yan’er, is there something wrong?”

“Nothing happened.” Liu Chiyan shook her head.

“Is it all right?”

“It’s okay!”

Mother Liu said, “Nothing is fine. If you have something to say to your mother, it is not too late. Go to wash and go to bed early.”

Liu Chiyan nodded and said with a smile: “Well, mom, go to sleep too, it’s already late.”

Mother Liu nodded with a smile and got up and walked to the room.

“Mom.” Liu Chiyan called Mother Liu. “Can I sleep with you tonight?”

Mother Liu turned and looked at the daughter, smiling softly: “Okay.”

In the middle of the night, the mother and daughter in the room embraced each other. Occasionally you can hear soft slang.

“Mom, are you asleep?”


“Mom, do you believe in fate?”


“I met a person today and made me feel strange.”



“You like him?”

“No. But…”

“But what?”

“I feel that I will marry him. From the first time I saw him, I have a strong feeling, I… Probably Will marry him later.”


“Mom, my heart is very messy, my heart is very messy.”

Mother Liu silently patted Liu Chiyan heads.

“Fate, fate in this world is not one second earlier, one second late, only at that moment, when I look at you, you recognize me! Love is like this, and love is also true. The fate is that when you go around a few laps, you can’t get rid of the fate. Don’t be afraid, don’t evade, don’t force it, follow your heart when you can’t figure it out, it will tell you about God’s arrangement.”

“Mom.” Liu Chiyan clung to Mother Liu and buried her head in her arms.

“What’s his name?”

Liu Chiyan thought for a moment, “I don’t know.” Ok, it seems that Ye Guang didn’t say his name from beginning to end, and Liu Chiyan didn’t ask.

“What did he do?”

“Don’t know…”

“How old?”

“I don’t know, I look very young.”

“You don’t know anything?”

“He… He…” Liu Chiyan thought about it, as if she didn’t know anything, and finally she said, “He can eat.”


That night, because of a first meeting, three people were insomnia, Liu Chiyan, Mother Liu, and Ye Guang.

Ye Guang, who was only asleep at three or four in the morning, was woken up by the cellphone ringtone.

Ye Guang always got upset, “Hello! Who is it?

“Little Ye. Still not awake?” Calling is Li Delong.

Ye Guang heard the voice of Li Delong. “Ah, Uncle Li, sorry, sorry, I am a little bit angry, my attitude is a bit bad, you forgive me.”

Li Delong is not angry, but is very happy, “Little Ye, tell you a good news! Very good news.”

“What good news?” Ye Guang smiled. “Uncle Li, are you win lottery? Ready to divide me half?”

“Go to your youngster. Nothing is going right. Guess what good news is.”

Ye Guang didn’t think about it and replied: “The thing about the show.”

Li Delong snorted. “It seems that you have a few mind!”

“The show is on fire! Ghost Blows Out The Light is on fire!” Li Delong is a little excited, “First place! Late night channel FIRST PLACE, the listening rate even ranked first! With the sound of traffic, the new entertainment announcement, and the music list, all the three ace programs have been pressed down!”

Ye Guang is a bit dumbfounded. “Uncle Li, what are you talking about? No kidding?”

“I am joking with you! The show is really hot! Take a look at the Internet yourself, now it being discussed online!”

He also whispered a few words and hung up the phone. Ye Guang hurried down from the bed.

Open the little bully notebook.

In the boot…

In the boot…

Still in the boot…

Ye Guang heart is dark, Mad! Wait for the first salary to buy new computer!

In fact, Ye Guang also feels a bit strange. Ghost Blows Out The Light is a good work, there is no doubt that the popularity is definitely no problem, this has been confirmed in Dream World. But can late night channel pass the ace? This made him a little afraid of it.

Ye Guang slammed his arm.

Well, it hurts!

“Labor is sick, why do you work so hard!”

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